Let me begin by sharing that I have a long and rich history in “automatic writing,” (also called psychography, a psychic ability allowing a person to produce written words without consciously writing), since I was quite young – in my teens. It has been many years since I have used this skill, because most of the time I use my psychic abilities (thought) to access information and download it if I need help with something.
I am also a dowser – (I use a pendulum and an alphabet chart to receive messages from my spirit guides and loved ones on the other side). Most of the time I am able to access information for my clients in this way, but not so much for myself. Lately, anytime I ask something for myself, the same two words continue to present themselves to me: OPEN MIND.
I have always thought I had an open mind compared to many of my contemporaries. So much so that I even scare myself sometimes. Yet, the same message continues to crop up.
I’m also someone who, when I want to learn something new, I research and dig to find answers. There’s not a whole lot out there on opening the mind, save meditation, and I’m way beyond that. So, I went to the source – back to my pendulum and chart – and I called out whomever it is that is encouraging me to OPEN MIND. I told them I need specific instructions, not cryptic messages. And then I closed my eyes.
The first thoughts and messages that trickled in were for me to Fall Deep into myself – try to access my original spark. They kept saying to “Go Deep.” This was the moment I saw/felt that we always were and we always will be.
At first I began seeing the slightest of twinkling stars – tiny lights swirling in my head. I tried not to interpret, as I end up getting distracted, so I just went with it and played more of an observer role. At this point, I was reminded about my younger days when I did automatic writing. So, I opened my keyboard and a Word document, and waited for the information to flow. Here’s how it went down.
I asked: Who Am I Really? And from apparently me, these words flowed from my fingertips and onto the document. I chose to share this message with you, because I believe all of us struggle on some level with manifesting who or what we really want to do in this life. I hope this helps you understand who you are and how to create your desired life.
Initially, you are a particle of the Energy in all existence . There is no beginning and there will be no end. You are part of the I Am, the Creation, the one and only pure energy of grace – The Beginning of life, The Beginning of all that is.”
“But then, aren’t we all that same energy?” I asked.
Yes. Tap into your origin, your beginning. Remember how it felt to be a creator, the creative process. Remember how it feels to breathe into existence the life you want. There is no trying. There is only creating. Allow, don’t force. Invite, don’t try. Accept, don’t doubt. So, you want to be more active with your mind business, (assuming they mean my psychic business). See for yourself that this is who you are. You have been able to tap into the force that is you, the force that is creation.
There is nothing you cannot create for yourself. But, there is much doubt that must be released. You don’t even need to try to release the doubt. Just blow it into the energy that surrounds you to be turned into creative works. That’s all there is to it. There truly is no “try”.
You saw how well you manifested your new kitchen – you created it in your mind, you felt the joy, experienced the excitement of this kitchen as your reality – do the same with everything else you want in your experience.
And then they switched gears on me and began explaining our Earthly incarnation in these meat suits.
This experience won’t last- this playground. Make of it what you will while you are here. Do you want to travel? Then breathe traveling into your existence. Money? breathe it into your experiences. There is nothing you cannot create by simply relaxing and allowing the creative energy to flow forth from your breath.
We can’t say we made a mistake with creating vehicles for the souls, (bodies). This experience, this “incarnation” is a carnival ride of experiences. It is how the soul plays, experiences recreation, explores physical senses and emotions. Some of us enjoy a scarier ride than others, and some prefer to simply enjoy the beauty this plane has to offer. You chose to experience the thrill of creativity on a physical level, and tapped into your memories as a creator to access the energy that is you, in order to help other people. It’s a great experience, isn’t it?
Trust more in yourself that you are … you ARE. Forget you have a vehicle, (body), and remember that you create by breathing. Energy in/energy out. Not air…Energy. You are all you need to be.
I hope you have enjoyed this post. It is my intention to meet regularly with “Them” and share their insights and encouragement on this Deep Wisdom Blog Series.