Ascension and CERN

Ascension Update 07-18-2022

As many of you may have already heard, and I don’t know if this is relevant or even related, but CERN, (French Conseil Européen pour la Recherche Nucléaire or Council of European Nuclear Research), restarted their Hadron Collider again (the last time was 2008) on or about July 5, 2022. The collider is a massive nuclear particle accelerator that is rumored to be strong enough to punch a hole(s) in our dimension. I can’t say with any certainty that CERN had anything to do with the chain of events that took place just about that time, but I am learning to accept what I cannot understand. Here’s what I have observed in my reality. (Update: I have most recently been feeling that our planet may not have survived CERN, and when this event happened, we were all shifted to a new dimension/timeline. (Memories of my work with a specialized program were triggered by recent events, which are described in my Blog entries.)

A couple of weeks or so ago, before the collider was activated, I noticed a feeling of being “off.” The best way to describe it was that the world didn’t feel “real” anymore. I had also been paying attention to my intuition, and others like me were sensing a massive event, which we would come to understand to be a jump from our 3rd dimension reality to the 5th dimension. When I hear rumors and other strange things, I have learned to ask my guides/helpers if there is any truth to what I hear. Everything I was learning about ascension and moving into another dimension was confidently confirmed by my guides. Still, it sounded too outlandish to be real.

Below are a few of the initial changes I and others around the world began noticing within days after CERN was restarted, which I believe catapulted us into not only a new dimension, but caused those of us in this reality to “ascend” or “level up.”

  1. Chic-fil-A – A place I have frequented for more than 15 years suddenly changed to “Chick-fil-A.” Some of you reading this will likely remember it as always being spelled this way. But for those of us who recently joined the 5D, we are/were just a little freaked out. It’s a minor change, and it seemed logical to me that perhaps they had simply decided to change their logo. So, I looked into it and learned that they had never changed their logo, and that some people (like me) were simply remembering the name incorrectly. I’m a language geek, and spelling is a huge part of who I am. It always bothered me a little that “chic” didn’t have a “k” in the name. I found it unique to this restaurant chain, and easily recognizable. But when that “K” appeared, and they denied ever having spelled it without the K, I started panicking a little. But, I have a theory that my guides confirmed. I’ll explain later.
  2. Similarly, McDonalds (as I remember it) is now McDonald’s. Others are remembering it as MacDonalds. What about you?
  3. Pikachu’s Tail – My son was an avid Pokémon kid. We had Pikachu paraphernalia all over the house; gaming cards, plush toys, small plastic figurines, you name it! Every one of them had black on the end of their tail. NOW, the tail is all yellow and it’s being reported that this is how it has always been. And perhaps it has here in the 5th dimension.
  4. Fruit of the Loom underwear –  In my former reality this logo had a cornucopia. I have always loved cornucopias, because they ignited feelings of fall, holidays and home in me. I noticed them everywhere, even on the men’s underwear labeling. So, now they’re saying there was never a cornucopia. Do you see how I might think I’m going crazy?
  5. And the biggest difference (for me) is that the skies where I live now have beautiful, white, puffy, almost storybook clouds instead of chem-trails, gray haze and a weird, greenish, shadowy appearance. I haven’t seen anything but these beautiful white clouds since July 5th, with the exception of the occasional and very welcomed rain cloud. I live in a big city in Texas, (fourth largest city in the nation, in fact), so gorgeous, clear skies were rare. It’s eerie, but I’ll take it!
  6. There are missing verses in the Bible, and the addition of unicorns. There are some logical explanations for the missing verses, but even my husband, who was a seminary student, does not recall unicorns (Psalm 92:10) ever being in the Bible (King James), yet they are now in several places. And the popular verse (Isaiah 11:6) that I remember as “…and the lion will lay down with the lamb,” now reads “and the wolf will dwell with the lamb.” (KJV) Check it out for yourself.

If that isn’t enough, here is a list of symptoms to describe if you have made the ascension from the third to the fifth dimension.

Ascension Symptoms (Credit to:; my comments interjected, as well, italicized.)

1. Intense Energy that seems to hit out of nowhere, especially in the gut/solar plexus area, or feeling stress/anxiety. Remember, you are dealing with a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust.

2. A fleeting feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or are in the process of moving into the higher realms. I recall driving home last week down a road I take every day. Suddenly, I felt like I wasn’t sure where I was. I didn’t recognize anything around me, and had only my sense of direction on which to rely. Eventually, I came upon the corner where I normally turn to go home. That was a first!

3. Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy that was vibrating at 3D, and you’e adjusting to vibrating in a higher dimension.

4. Temporary Blurred Vision Many are experiencing very brief blurring of vision. Mine happened while driving home from my son’s apartment. Again, I was on a very familiar street, when suddenly I felt dizzy and the road in front of me very briefly morphed into a side-to-side “S” shape. It lasted about 4 seconds, but really frightened me. I later learned this was a “reboot” to get me more grounded into the 5D.

4. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. I have always done this, because I’m a Medium and that’s the time when spirits seem to be more active. Aside from that and for purposes of this transition, much is going on in your dream state. You can’t be there for long lengths of time and will need a break. You might be sleeping more soundly or deeply. This is also the ‘cleansing and releasing’ hour.

5. Memory loss. A gradual and great abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. You are in more than one dimension at a time, and going back and forth as part of the transition, you are experiencing a ‘disconnect’. Also, your past is part of the Old, and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is the way of your new reality. Go easy on yourself. It will take time to adjust. Those old memories will fade into nothing. The important thing is to let yourself feel thankful and happy that you made it!

6. ‘Seeing’ and ‘hearing’ things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired. You may start noticing movement or people who aren’t there passing by out of the corner of your eye, (or more-so, if you are already sensitive to spirit). You will almost assuredly start hearing sounds like bangs, clicks, or strange noises that come from seemingly nowhere.

7. Feeling ‘out of body’. Some of you may feel as though someone is talking, but it is not you. This is our natural defense mechanism of survival when we are under acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control. Your body is going through a lot and you may not want to be in it. My ascension guide told me that this was a way of easing the transition process, and that I did not need to experience what my body was going through. This only lasted a short time. It passes.

8. Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase. You may dream deeply.

9. Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noises, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimuli are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become overstimulated. You are tuning up. Know that this will eventually pass.

10. You don’t feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, ‘rebooting’. Your body knows what it needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the higher realms, ‘doing’ and ‘making things happen’ becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing. Ask the Universe to ‘bring’ you what you want while you are enjoying yourself and having fun.

11. An intolerance for lower vibrational things of the 3D, reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel ‘sick’ inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being ‘pushed, to move forward; to ‘be’ and create the New. You might still be observing videos, news events and such that might seem disturbing, but there is a sense of peace, because you know that’s the Old Earth that you’re transitioning out of.

12. A loss of desire for or taste for some of the foods you used to enjoy. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore in the Old.

13. A sudden loss of or disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. They don’t magically disappear, but “move on”. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.

14. You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better. Alternatively, you will realize there are new things you very much enjoy doing. You may make changes to your appearance, style of clothing or hair color/style. Go with it!

15. Periods of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring. Allow yourself to sleep.

16. A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain, especially in the abdominal area. A craving for protein. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to lose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what it is doing. Dietary changes you made before the shift might now be intolerable to your body and may manifest as rashes or stomach upset. Ask your high self which foods/diet your new body now requires.

17. Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we are releasing a lot. Be mindful, however, not to allow yourself to dwell in the lower vibrations/frequencies for long. This shift will take, (according to my unseen sources), up to about six months to “solidify” and the seam closes. It’s essential to, as best as you can, remain in a positive and uplifted state of being. Make time to enjoy the outdoors, spend quality time with those you love, or walk barefoot in the grass. It is likely some of us will be vacillating between the two dimensions as our emotions finally adjust before this shift becomes final.

18. Feeling worried about the ones we “left behind.”  Understand that there are innumerable dimensions, and a variation of each one of us exists in each of those dimensions with minor differences. A version of our old selves still exists in the third dimension. What may cause sadness, and which needs to be kept in check so we do not become depressed over these next six months, is to acknowledge that we have moved on, and there is nothing we can do about where we came from. I’m feeling the place we left will go through some hardships and turmoil, but that is now their reality – not ours. It won’t hurt to send loving, healing energy to your past selves or loved ones; it may even help ease how they deal with their future. Just don’t let yourself get trapped or obsessed.

19. Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You just can’t wrap your mind around al the differences you see around you, (also called Mandela Effects). You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.

20. Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behavior patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in the 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviors you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait.

21. Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will eventually improve and you will enjoy it again. Some experience this releasing while awake. My mother commented one day that she believed I was having nightmares in the daytime.

22. Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is ‘heating’ up as it burns off residue.

23. Your plans suddenly change mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels great in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do. It is breaking your ‘rut’ choices and vibration.

24. You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare, with many ‘worst nightmare’ aspects to it. Your soul is guiding you into ‘stretching’ into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or into ‘toning down’ aspects where you had an overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself. Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself. This is your journey, and your soul would not have set it up if you weren’t ready. You are the one who finds your way out and you will. Looking back, you will have gratitude for the experience and be a different person.

25. Glitches in the Matrix, which included the audio and visual anomalies mentioned earlier, but even the radio you listen to will seem to “jump” or have a very quick blip. Lights flicker. Your everyday activities will visually shift. As an example, I was driving home from the store on a street with which I am very familiar. My vision seemed to shift, and the road in front of me wavered back and forth for a few brief seconds. It was like driving through an energy field. Yes, it threw me for a loop and I felt like I was experiencing a physical or mental attack, but everything went right back to “normal” after that brief blip.

If you believe you have ascended, don’t let yourself focus too much on the way things were, so that you don’t slip back into the 3rd dimension. Let yourself feel free, happy and excited to be a part of this amazing phenomena! Be thankful every day that you made the leap, because I’ve been feeling (and confirmed with my guides) that this transition may take up to about six months to complete, when the “seam” will close and no more back and forth movement will take place. It’s not a literal seam, but it’s the best way for me to describe the ascension door closing so we can move on. So, wherever we are at the time this transition ends is where we will stay. That’s why I feel it is so very important to stay elevated. Get outside in the sun, walk barefoot in the grass, talk to the trees and feel their energy. Allow yourself to be happy. This is how we keep our vibrations and frequency elevated. If you catch yourself having a down day or feeling angry/upset, try to snap yourself out of it and grab hold of those higher frequencies again.

Take care of your body – stay hydrated! Get outside in the sun (I can’t say this enough…). Spend time in nature. These acts will help solidify your place in this new, high-frequency reality.

This is life-changing, and I’m still trying to wrap my head around it, but I also feel so amazingly grateful that I get to be a part of this incredible event, even to the point of tears. I hope you, too, can come to understand that you’re a part of something extraordinary. I don’t know what the future will hold for us once the gap closes, but I have hope that it will be a positive outcome.

Blessings and love,


Briefly, we are in the midst of an incredibly prolific age. As the age of Pisces comes to a close and the age of Aquarius springs forth, we can look forward to a mass cosmic awakening and the transformation of our archaic belief systems into eye-opening truths that have been deliberately hidden from us. Our ascension into the Truth is at our fingertips.

Not to be confused with physical ascension (biblical rapture) or the dramatic collapsing of time and space, the Aquarian Age reveals more about the ascension of thought, actions, experiences, and the reclaiming of the human heart and soul.

The days of war, rage and hatred are beginning to take a back seat as compassion, creativity, kindness, love and healing enter our reality. This change will affect how we as humans relate to other living beings, as we realize that we are not the only life forms that deserve to experience joy, comfort, love or compassion. Our hearts recognize that every living being, (animals, plant life, insects, etc…ALL) are capable of experiencing both love and fear. As we awaken to this energy merge, we will come to the place where we cannot tolerate seeing another living being suffer or be mistreated depending, of course, on our individual level of ascension.

Not only are we as a people beginning to merge into one loving and compassionate energy field, but this field is also expanding to include our non-terrestrial family members, who are already far ahead of us in this ascension process.

“[In the Age of Aquarius,] …the power is turning over to the individual, and giving the freedom for you to choose your own reality based on what aligns with your soul.” —Adama Sesay, strologer

There is a mass change in belief systems happening, as well. People who may have spent their whole lives being indoctrinated in their familial religious mindsets are now awakening and beginning to realize that everything they’ve been fed is nothing more than fear tactics meant to keep people in line, less they suffer the fires of hell and damnation. Before this sections gets too long, because there is much to say, please begin here. Let is soak in. Do your research (or check back here, because I will be adding to this story…) and keep an Open Mind.

Until next time…